you're in my veins

you're in my veins
you're in my veins
the air, the time
history i dont want to remind
but you're inside

sometimes i think of you 
and smile
but sometimes i cant even cry
that scares me the most
because it means that i can't feel shit
and everything is lost

you're in my veins
you're in my veins
i can feel you running
why you want to escape?
remember when you said 
that you want me to stay?

you're in my veins
you're in my veins
and if you want me to drain you
baby, i have to cut my skin

i'm not good at it
i used to make a mess
insomnia night
fresh wounds on my wrists

And now i'm smoking again
ruining my brain
i know you dont want me to do it
you dont want me with you either
but who cares both things anyway?